I planned to spend the whole weekends plus the previous friday on visiting the National Museum of Australia. And working as a volunteer, as i had signed up to. But the serious trouble in my soul appeared again. I spent my friday waiting for Summer and eating with Fiona and Bradon, I slept through the whole saturday morning and had a 30mins short visit in the National Museum, then, i spent the whole night on talking craps with Summer on the phone until 3am of Sunday.
I hate my Sunday. I went to had Breakfast tea with the whole bunch of 9 ppl came from Fiona's previous 'family'. I love the dumplings and the pineapple pie,especially the pie which has a high calorie but fabulous taste. After that, we bought some sushi and went to Summer's hostel. We watched a movie and had our chocolate cake baked. The cake was fantastic. I probably ate too much and felt really not comfortable. Fortunately, Jojo drove my back to B&G, and that ends my insane sunday.
Too much things kept happenning. Which i could not even explain as i don't even really understand the feelings inside my mind. Actually, i don't really understand the meaning of love which i guess is too difficult to trust and too tough to go though. I hope i can figure out the whole thing oneday and have my relationships clearly untainted and maybe, properly solved.
yep, that's all for today, my first journal of 2009.
